As much as i wanted it to be fictional, unfortunately no, it wasn’t. I have been struggling with mental health for the most part of my life and when i wrote this piece i was actually in the lowest point of my life, this writing piece was originally a suicide note but then turned into a love letter to my dear mother. However, right from the beginning i wanted it to be poetic so that’s why a lot of the lines are figure of speech and metaphorical. Have a good day :)